A mothers love.

My feelings this pregnancy are so different then they were with my last pregnancy,

with Cort I was careful, but never worried,

I knew he was ok and I couldn't wait to meet him, I loved him, but I had no idea the kind of love I would feel towards him,

This pregnancy I worried, every twinge or anything like that I worried, I can't imagine what I'd do if I were to loose this baby,

I never felt that with Cort, I never really worried, I just knew he'd be OK.

For awhile I thought, why am I feeling like this? Is God trying to warn me something going to happen to this baby? But then I realized why I worry.






Love.


Yes love, I now know a mothers love, and I couldn't truly truly feel it till I held my little one in my arms and I watch my little guy grow up, I can't imagine my life without him, my love for him is so strong, I'd do anything for him, and when I was first pregnant I didn't know that love, but now I do and I feel the same love I have to Cort with this unborn baby, such a strong love I don't know what I'd do if something happened to my little baby, it's not a Good thing to worry, but I worry or worried because I now know how much this baby means to me, I can't wait to feel them moving and kicking,

feeling little hiccups, and how much I can't wait to see his or her face, to see them grow up with Cort, and to see John be a father to two children,


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